There are times in your life when you feel you have so much to say and yet nothing to say – almost as if you had reached a bit more of the essence of what is and therefore have no words to describe it. I guess this illustrates in its own way the awesome and uncanny ambiguity of being a human being.
I have come to the conclusion that I am fiercely independent – with a twist! ;o) I love people but I love to spend time on my own. I cannot exist without the other but I cannot exist without myself, first and foremost.
I believe that ignoring our relationship with ourselves is the root of many ailments and destructive behaviours. While falling asleep to ourselves we seek something that can never be found outside ourselves and lose the connection to our own true nature, source, wisdom and guidance.
I am deeply grateful for the ability to be with myself without the need to escape. I am deeply grateful for the knowing that without attending my fire, my wounds, my beating heart, I only seek outside myself what is so abundant inside; and that this invariably leads to feelings of lack and emptiness. I am deeply grateful for the unlimited gifts of life that present themselves in all shapes and forms.
From the joyful fountain of self acceptance and true reverence for life, there is nothing in the whole universe that can remain unexplored.
“I am the mountain, holy and free…”
And so are you ?
“I howled so loud
To break all these chains
I prayed and I vowed
To let go of the pain.
I feel you sister
Growing inside me
Together we shimmer
With the stars we are free.
’cause right in my chest
A mountain rests
Strong and holy
I’m forever her guest.
I am the mountain
Holy and free
Holy and free
Holy and free.”
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